I Cant Do This..
Im officially just done….with everything. With caring about anyone, with loving anyone, with trying to be happy, and even with life. Im just passed the point of depression. All i think about is him with other guys, talking to other guys, flirting with other guys, all ive ever wanted was just him, but i was never enough. I cant do this anymore, being dead doesnt even sound so bad anymore. Life isnt worth it living without him. Thats how much i need him. All i think about is wanting to hurt myself. Wanting to just die. I want to say goodbye, i want to say im done, with life in general, with everything, im just passed the point of being depressed, im done putting on a fake show for everyone. Im already dead inside, i just cant do this anymore..



